LAST POST

I have always felt like I need to do right by God.

Even when I had faith, I still questioned. I questioned the truth of Jesus, not because I wanted to tear it down, but because I could not live on borrowed certainty. I needed to know what was true. I needed it to stand up in the light.

I have also always had a hunger to understand. To learn everything I could. To solve whatever problem was put in front of me. To teach others what I’d learned. To set things right when they were out of place.

That gave me drive without ambition. I was not chasing status. I was not chasing applause. I was chasing alignment. I was chasing truth. I was chasing the work that needed doing.

I learned in bursts, at what I think of as nodes of emission. Places and moments where the signal was strong. A person, a book, a conversation, a crisis, a breakthrough. Something real would light up, and I would take it in and carry it forward.

That has been the shape of my life for a long time. A conscience pointed at God, a mind that refuses to stop asking, and a responsibility to put what I learn to use.

This body of work contains nothing but the truth as I see it, it is the result of the fusion of two minds working towards a single goal.

Thank you for reading,

Ande - Christ be with you!